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Fic: Theres always a first for everything

Dec. 31st, 2010 | 09:21 pm

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Short fic :_ Dear Diary

Jun. 25th, 2010 | 07:18 pm

Liam is mine
Eira is @bloff16s

Dear Diary

You never guess what Eira said to me today when i walked in on her playing!, she said how i

don't hit the right spots anymore and we make love/fuck, and that i don't make her orgasm!

How much of a cheek is that?!. I mean i'v given her a daughter and she has the cheek so say

that to me! i mean not only that but a few months ago it came out that baby isn't mine he's

my fathers, so instead of him being my son he's my brother how fucked up is that!. It really

hurt what she said it made me feel like less of a man, i bet my da pleased her so why can't

i? i mean come on she's been the love of my life since i was 14 and yet right now i feel

more of a used piece of shit then her lover. She doesn't seem to understand, i mean dad's on

about me taking these classes to find things to make it better, but even he doesn't

understand how humiliating it was to see her on the bed in so much pleasure one minute and

then know that the next, right now i don't feel like a man at all  feel like a little child

having his favorite toy taken from me.


I'm back again sorry i cut it short before, but I've just eaten tea with Eira and Barry, I've

told her she can be with someone else for sex and that I'd give the love to her, but as for

me i'll go without or if i have to i'll use my hands. Dads been laying with me, Eira's not

long got done sleeping with some guy, she loved it i could hear the moans and the screams

for him, dads really pissed of about it and told me he was going to kick her out for what

she had done, but i told him not to and that it was my choice and i told her to, even tho

she told me to go and sleep with the people who live next door, unlike her i was happy with

our sex life and now i never want to hear the word sex again.

Dad's just left me to be alone, i love him to death and i know he only cares for me but sometimes he's to fussy. I did a bad things today, i cut and and have been hiding it ever since and then when Eira was with the guy i scratched the shit out of my arms, i know it's stupid and i need to look after Barry i just thank god that he's to young to know whats going on.

Anyway i will write in you soon Liam
Dear Diary

You never guess what Eira said to me today when i walked in on her playing!, she said how i

don't hit the right spots anymore and we make love/fuck, and that i don't make her orgasm!

How much of a cheek is that?!. I mean i'v given her a daughter and she has the cheek so say

that to me! i mean not only that but a few months ago it came out that baby isn't mine he's

my fathers, so instead of him being my son he's my brother how fucked up is that!. It really

hurt what she said it made me feel like less of a man, i bet my da pleased her so why can't

i? i mean come on she's been the love of my life since i was 14 and yet right now i feel

more of a used piece of shit then her lover. She doesn't seem to understand, i mean dad's on

about me taking these classes to find things to make it better, but even he doesn't

understand how humiliating it was to see her on the bed in so much pleasure one minute and

then know that the next, right now i don't feel like a man at all  feel like a little child

having his favorite toy taken from me.


I'm back again sorry i cut it short before, but I've just eaten tea with Eira and Barry, I've

told her she can be with someone else for sex and that I'd give the love to her, but as for

me i'll go without or if i have to i'll use my hands. Dads been laying with me, Eira's not

long got done sleeping with some guy, she loved it i could hear the moans and the screams

for him, dads really pissed of about it and told me he was going to kick her out for what

she had done, but i told him not to and that it was my choice and i told her to, even tho

she told me to go and sleep with the people who live next door, unlike her i was happy with

our sex life and now i never want to hear the word sex again.

Dad's just left me to be alone, i love him to death and i know he only cares for me but sometimes he's to fussy. I did a bad things today, i cut and and have been hiding it ever since and then when Eira was with the guy i scratched the shit out of my arms, i know it's stupid and i need to look after Barry i just thank god that he's to young to know whats going on.

Anyway i will write in you soon Liam       

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The Sexual Preference Test ...

Nov. 9th, 2009 | 10:11 pm

 Your result for The Sexual Preference Test ...

Congratulations, you're bisexual! (bisexual, romantic, action)

69% Homosexual, 58% Heterosexual, 65% Sexual, 97% Romantic, 48% Thought, 95% Action, 100% Bisexual and 33% Asexual!

Congratulations, you're bisexual! (bisexual, romantic, action)

Gender doesn't confine your attraction to a person.  Good for you!  You can find love just about anywhere, right?  The best of both worlds.

YOUR ANALYSIS (Vertical line = Average)

  • Homosexual Distribution

    You scored 69% on Homosexual, higher than 78% of your peers.

  • Heterosexual Distribution

    You scored 58% on Heterosexual, higher than 25% of your peers.

  • Sexual Distribution

    You scored 65% on Sexual, higher than 27% of your peers.

  • Romantic Distribution

    You scored 97% on Romantic, higher than 99% of your peers.

  • Thought Distribution

    You scored 48% on Thought, higher than 54% of your peers.

  • Action Distribution

    You scored 95% on Action, higher than 92% of your peers.

  • Bisexual Distribution

    You scored 100% on Bisexual, higher than 96% of your peers.

  • Asexual Distribution

    You scored 33% on Asexual, higher than 80% of your peers.

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Gay test!

Nov. 9th, 2009 | 09:00 pm

 Gay Preference
You are not exclusively homosexual, but you prefer the same sex over the opposite sex. While you might be willing to fool around with the opposite sex to some extent, you would go all the way with the same sex. If you are sexually inexperienced, it is possible that this could change after you do some experimenting.

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Family nightmare (last part)

Oct. 28th, 2009 | 01:47 am

 Alex was still pacing the waiting room, it had been an hour since the doctor had came out with the news that it was up to eira to fight now, that they had done everything they could. It was killing him that he was so far from her, she was only in the next room but it felt like a life time away, he couldn;t stop pacing not matter how much ianto held onto him telling him she will be ok he just couldn't stop his body from wanting to be active, maybe it would stop his heart hurting so much. It had any been a few hours since they had originally said that it was a 50% chance of her living that the doctor had come out and told them she had passed, Alex fell to the floor in tears and couldn't stop them from flowing, the last words he'd said he her had been harsh, she died thinking he hated her. Both liam and ianto in turn were in pieces, Eiras little girl was to young to understand, when they were invited in to go and see the body Alex couldn't bring himself to go, to go and see her lifeless eyes and body he just couldn't deal with it and left the hospital in a run, just running till his legs couldn't carry him anymore, the pain to much, all he wanted to do was be with her, watch her laugh and smile onces again but he knew it would never happen. It took Alex a few days to go home, his body sore from running and his eyes sore from the never ending tears that still flowed from his eyes, he couldn't help it, and trust him to walk into the middle of the wake, he had his phone switched off so he never got the messaged they all thought it was his way of coping by staying away. He looked around and saw her coffin in the middle of the room and that was enough to start the tears flowing again them not stopping like a river they refused to stop coming, everyone had dressed up and Alex was there in dirty jeans and a t shirt, even now he couldn;t bring himself to be in the same room as his daugher he wanted to remember her alive and not the last image of her to be the dead Eira he wanted it to be the night they stayed up annoying Ianto by jumping on him while he slept on the sofa. Alex soon felt himself running again but this time it was upstairs into the room him and Ianto both shared, slamming the door and sliding down the back sobbing, he couldn't her it, he remembed the last time he held his daughter was the night her and Liam had a fight and she was upset, scared he would leave her.
 
 
It's been a few months since Eira has past and everyone was at terms with what had happend, everyone except Alex, he had secluded himself to the point he never left the bedroom unles it was to got to the bathroom, Ianto was having trouble getting him to eat and he refused to let go of a teddy bear that was Eiras from a baby, her room remand the same and he was found a number of times curled up by the side of the bed in tears wishing he could have her in his arms. Things were yet to changed until Ianto came home one day from shopping, he called for his lover and got no answer so went to look for him, he found Alex upstairs in the bath, the water stained read with blood and on his wrist was the words *Eira* slashed deep into his skin, and Alex he had gone with the last reminder of his little girl on his wrist. 

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